Fire And Ice

Here's the SHOCK of Lifetime.... I HAVE A TEMPER!!! Yeah! Its TRUE!!! I Despise Rude People, They Cause Me Great Anger, And While I'm Better Than I Used To Be, If I've Told You In A Nice Way More Than Once... BRACE YOURSELF! I Feel Like If Y0u Continue To, With NO REMORSE MIND YOU, Do The Thing That I Told You Angers Me, You Really Don't Care! THEREFORE, You're About To Catch It!

And I Try To Tell People Up Front That I CAN BE An Azz, But I Guess It Goes Back To The Conversations We've Been Having On Male/Female Relations On Facebook Lately, We Hear What We Want To Hear.

That Being Said, Am I Really Communicating My Feelings Correctly? *shrugging shoulders* Don't Know, Guess I'm Gonna Have To Pay Closer Attention In The Future.

I Think We Place Too Much Emphasis On "Forgetting", Our Experiences Are A Collection Of Our Life Choices And They're Just Being Repeated OVER and OVER Again, So Wouldn't It Make More Sense To Have That Collection Of Life Experiences At Our Disposal? If We Understand That, Then We TRULY Understand (and yes I say UNDERstand vs OVERstand, because the real meaning of UNDERstanding a thing is to see the ROOT causes of the thing; its foundation. If you know the how and the why, than the resolution is simpler... just food for thought) Why In "Afrocentric" or "Wholistic" Approaches To Living, We Venerate The Ancestors; You Then Have All The Experiences Of All Who Have Come Before You. Combine That With The Wisdom Of The Elders, And Maybe Even I Can Find Someone With A Temper Like Mine, And Figure Out How THEY Dealt With It. And That Is A Comforting Thought, NOT Being Alone... Cause I Feel Alone, A LOT!!!

So I sit in silence,

Seeking to fill my head with the soothing melody of nothing,

And pass the time with phases of quiet reflecting,

Expecting to loose my pain into the abyss where everything,

And nothing exist simultaneous...

...Maybe this BLOGGING Will Help Me To Work Through This, OK PEOPLE, Let Me Go And Try Not To Go Off On Anyone For The Next Few Hours... Peace And Blessings!!!